Well, I know it's been quite some time since I've submitted anything like I used to. I'm trying to get back into that groove, but I'm having trouble this year. My life, well...it's become busy. My thoughts are on picking a college out of the three I got accepted into: Bloomsburg, Kutztown, Esu. Do I want to stay home or go away? I really have no idea. I cannot promise that I'll submit anything for a good while, but one day I might again.

So, my birthday was just on Wednesday. Thanks everyone for saying happy birthday. It means alot. My day was actually really great. And there's tons more going on in my life, but it doesn't matter. Hah.

Yeah, so I just got my wisdom teeth pulled Tuesday and it sux major cause I can't really eat what I want to eat. I've had yogurt, jello pudding, jello, applesauce, and oatmeal. Oh and a bowl of icecream today. Oh and some spaghettios. But that's about all. I miss my junk food and even my regular food like pizza and all that stuff. But I can't even open my mouth all the way anymore. It sux. It really does. Anyways, I guess I won't be on here that much. Not that I really am on here that much anymore, but I'll still try to answer notes and everything. Especially when I need to send names out. I need to get back to this annoying idiot on the phone right now though.

Yeah, I hate writing journals and then like a day later, I'm perfectly fine. So, alot of stuff has happened. Mostly good things. My job closed down, but I have another job already that I start on Saturday. I'm sorry that I haven't really been on deviant but I will be returning soon. I promise.

Wow. It certainly has been a very long time since I've told anyone what's going on. I guess I've been busy. Yeah, that's my BIG excuse. Hah.

Well, school ended the 9th, but really the 8th for me since I don't believe in that half day bull. School went by very fast this year. Finals went great. I passed my chemistry one with a 98, my psychology one with a 100, and I'm guessing I did pretty well on the German and American Issues one since they were pretty easy. Yeah, straight A's for once in my lifetime. Wow, that feels great. I took the SAT's in May, but that turned out horrible. I'll be taking those next year again.

I cannot believe that I'm finally a senior. I've waited practically all my life for this. In just a year, I'll be graduating and off to college, to my own life. It's exciting, yet a little scary. Thirteen years of school. I'm on thirteen now. And I'm talking about this, yet it's only the beginning of summer. Hah.

Well, I accomplished alot of things this year. I joined my first sports team (cross country), and I actually stuck with it. I tried joining track, but I was injured to no end. I managed to somehow get my license, although I cannot really parallel park. Hah. I managed to make new friends and more friends, and I lost some old, but hey...screw them. Hah. Oh gosh. I visited two colleges, and I applied to one, only to realize I'm not really going there.

And I realized that I am truly scared about being a senior, because I know it'll go by fast. And I know that life will get just that much harder, and I know that I'm definitely not ready to grow up. I wish I could somehow turn back time. I mean, all those friends that I've made, I'll lose half of them. We all always said we'd remain best of friends, but it's not really true. It's actually pretty much impossible. Next year will be filled of photography, and being nice to people, being a leader and a supporter, and helping people in need. It should be a perfect year. Senior pictures are June 29th. I'm excited about that. I just need to stop thinking.

I hope everyone else is having a wonderful summer. I know I will once it really starts to move, but as for now. I'm just waiting for Tuesday to come, my first day of work, yet again. Hah. It should be good.

Love you all.